They say hindsight is 20/20. So I keep on looking back to my past, all the way back to 2001, reliving all the moments that I remember, trying to make sense of it all, piecing it all together, making sure I didn't miss anything...just to make sense of exactly how I even got to where I am in the first place.
How did I get here? Why are things the way they are right now? Did I do something wrong? Did I not choose the right path? How many times have I replayed my memories and all the different possible scenarios just to make sense of it all. Maybe if I chose that instead of this, I wouldn't have all the struggles I deal with now. I shouldn't have chosen THIS instead of that! But I did. And here I am, trying to deal with it all. One things for sure...I see now that we were probably always meant to say goodbye.
How did I get here? Why are things the way they are right now? Did I do something wrong? Did I not choose the right path? How many times have I replayed my memories and all the different possible scenarios just to make sense of it all. Maybe if I chose that instead of this, I wouldn't have all the struggles I deal with now. I shouldn't have chosen THIS instead of that! But I did. And here I am, trying to deal with it all. One things for sure...I see now that we were probably always meant to say goodbye.
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